I earn 90% of my profits by producing instruments and giving concerts. This is a moment of freedom. I would never feel good if I worked in some kind of office all day. I would have had a mortgage and I would have stability. I would definitely go out of my mind. Here I feel like a free man. I have no confidence that I will have new orders in six months. But because of this I feel like a free man. Instability is a fee for this freedom.